Thursday, June 07, 2007

Im here, and Im sad!!

You would think all this move is wonderful and Im loving every moment. I hate to be a representative of an ingrate, but it appears I am. I think I might have decided wrongly to come here. Maybe becausue I have options thats why Im going on like this, maybe because I know I have a better position in Okinawa that I need to decided on before the 1st of septmeber, and its a 5yrs position. I am told the japanese take is personally if you accept a position and then reject them half way.. you never know they may ban me from ever entering their country psyc.., but whatever it is I need divine intervention.

My Terc family, please keep me in your prayers. If I was sent to minister the word of God, shouldn't I be able to communicate with them and they with me. Anyhow, Im told they speak english in okinawa, and the US marines are every where.

OK, this is my complaint section done. Oh and to top is all up, Im in love with Mr OJ, and who probably doesn't know I've been feeling him for a long while now. I had hoped, this silly emotion will disapper but it hasn't. To make it worse, I was sort of telling him in codes about it, but he still did not figure it out. You know how it is ladies, we are not allowed to chase the man, so even though I'm not into all that women chasing guys (like no way), I won't lie he really is worth it. Maybe he really just sees me as his friend. Something I am an expert in. And I guess its worse now because my travels have started in earnest and all that lonley feeling has begun.

Anyhow, I need serious deliverance. Im thinking of moving to neurology. The Okinawa position is in brain analysis. What do you think people. I need a challenge, something to take my mind off Mr. OJ. But what if I don't like it in Okinawa. Im begining to dislike things. I have a mortgage, in England, and a wonderful mother to make proud, should I just sit at home for like 3 months before i decided...Serious Prayers wanted.. for slowly loosing it sista.

7 comments:

Eagle's Nest!!! said...

Psalms 32:8

Remain blessed!

Ugo Daniels said...

God will not allow you to lose it...Amen

All things worketh together for good to them that love God. Prayer is the master key.

Do have a lovely day!

Naijadude said...

It shall be done by His grace!
All things work for good for them that love God ;)

Diva-sta said...

well...personalli i just think u shud take 1 day at a time..."worry bout 2day b4 u worry bout 2moro" that's my advice..wateva u choose it'll work out in da end innit

temmy tayo said...

Remember to take everything to God in prayers. He is the only one that can see you through. I am sure you will be fine. What do we want to do about the case of Mr O now? I need to send you my number whats ya email addy.

The Life of a Stranger called me said...

thanks eagle's nest for your timely word. When I received it yesterday, I went straight to check it, but ended up reading Psalm 31 vs. 8." You have not handed me over to the enemy but have set my feet in a spacious place". I claimed it and went on.

Yesternight I tried to read it agin, but couldn't find it. I knew it was either Psalm 32 or 36 but definately vs. 8: So I read either, and claimed Psalm 32 vs. 8.

As I continued to meditate on the word, I decided to go check to make sure which one you sent, and it was 32 vs. 8. However, but were just timely and important.

Thank you for allowing God to use you to reach out to me.

Tayo said...

You'll be in my prayers. It is well. Remember he said, "Fear not, for I am with you". This is just a test and I believe you'll pass through and be stronger. Stay blessed